Ive grown so tired
of how everything has transpired
they keep adding fuel to the fire
glad handing bold faced liars
and now my patience has expired
these sad eyes hold disbelief
for they were fooled by what they seen
help me please
this purgatory has crippled me
I am stuck in a state of denial
and all Im hiding behind this smile
crushed by my notions
as the emotions pile.

My Father Is.

My father was my google
before google was born.
He knew anything and everything
and taught me in fear of scorn
My father is my hero
so few can say the same
but he is so with so many
regardless of the names
and no matter what I do
in this lifestyle I tread through
there is no question who
I can never fill the shoes.

Drift away