Hard To Say

At least I put it out there
at least I tried my best
it was nothing less
than ripping my heart from my chest
but my feelings were expressed
and done without regret
there is nothing I can do
to change the source of your neglect.

Thinner

I followed a heart made of philosopher stone
to a dead end road
the flame drowns in the wax
riding the razors back
to the edge of the map
as the stars inhale
and exhale their shimmer
the air I breathe growing thinner
the space around me expands
stretching the bonds between my friends
growing distant
awaiting this chapers end
hoping the next is better than
a stray sniffing at the gates of strangers
sedate and subdue the anger
only to awaken later
stronger, pent up, presenting danger
frustration, empathetic failure
maybe I just care too much
in a life of denying such.

God Simplex

In each of my cells there is a galaxy
and I am king of that universe
a god like entity
for my control and mine alone
a place where both good and evil roam
when my blood flows
and my heart beats
I travel space, and time
seeking new planets and species
Which I am I and one with everything
My mind a planet with highways of electric synapses
My hands manipulate my reality,
my tongue and lips work together
to communicate with other strange life forms.

Kind of makes you think about Earth
and where it resides
it could be but a quark in an atom of a piece of sand in the tonail of some reptile-slash-monkey type being. Inside some sick and twisted fractal.