Until It Breaks

Thriving where the chaos reigns
to avoid every shortcoming
you think I may be crazy
but know exactly what this brings
three hundred sixty degrees
spins me back to the beginning
never looked at normalcy
as something that was appealing
Maybe I'm delusional
for holding to this spectacle
or maybe I'm too critical
of which direction I should go
I guess I'm just skeptical
of ever really feeling whole
a life of mediocrity
just don't seem that rewarding
watching it dwindling away
there is nothing you can say
to try and make me change my ways
this existence I chose holds no escape

pushing the boundary until it breaks.
to see how much I take.