The Struggles of Juggling

If you dont like the way Im living
    why do you keep on coming back?
I didnt ask to be forgiven
    for not supplying what you lack

Now Im struggling to juggle
shuffling too many balls
Instead of choosing which ones will fall
I wait until I drop them all

I want to believe what your saying
    but its hard with how you act
With all the games that weve been playing
    what is fiction what is fact?

Now Im struggling to juggle
shuffling too many balls
Instead of choosing which ones will fall
I wait until I drop them all

Youve been a best friend for so long
    That I cant love you that way
Both of us are way too head strong
    and I cant let this go astray

Now Im struggling to juggle
shuffling too many balls
Instead of choosing which ones will fall
I wait until I drop them all

Havent seen your face forever
    hard to believe that it is true
Once failed at being together
    now Im lying here with you

Now Im struggling to juggle
shuffling too many balls
Instead of choosing which ones will fall
I wait until I drop them all